I love you

[Jason Edward]

Greetings in the name of Jesus, today I just want to talk to you for minute. You know forgive me for saying I so much in this letter to you but it's unavoidable. I have had so much trouble in my life. Starting at birth when the birth cord got wrapped around my neck 3 times almost ending my life right there before things got started. To the time as 2 and half years old I had gotten pneumonia almost died from that as well. Broken leg at 3. Many beatings at home and school. To many asthma attacks well into my seventh grade year, towards the end of the 7th grade I had the worst asthma attack of my life, where again I nearly lost my life. Not being anything like athletic, or even intelligent. Never fitting in anywhere striving most of my life for approval from my Father and Mother, but in all what was there to be proud of or approval for. By the time of 23 years of age never getting into trouble I had some money about me so when that got around there were people that wanted all of it. When I realized I was not there for helping that they only had me there for them to squander my money I left, when I left these people were furious seeking out revenge and they got it. Trumping up some stupid charge from the police department, with some relitives and a crooked detective, my life turned for the worse. Know one believe me know one to speak on my behalf. Nothing. So I ran with thoughts of not going to prison for something I didn't do I ran. Wound up homeless and starving to death I wound up knocking on deaths door once again. Some one saw pity on me and took me to the hospital where I collapsed and found myself in a coma for 6 months, I remember when the last thing before I collapsed this nurse sitting by my bed told me that I was safe and know one would harm me, she looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the fore head and said I love you and so does Jesus. I then closed my eyes didn't open them up for six months. When I opened them up again she was there just siting there read the bible to me. I never saw her again after that, I made my way back home and faced the charges against me with bravery and Jesus in my heart. At 25 years old I met the woman I would spend the rest of my life with. Funny how God works, I was trying to kill myself by starving myself to death. When I heard this woman's voice on the other end weighing only 98lbs I knew that I had turn my life upside down to spend the rest of my life with her. Though we have had some troubles we have had each other and Jesus. I remember the day I realized God loved me with this love I never knew of. And my wife's love how cried. I never changed as my love for you all. It's always been in my heart to help to ride in on my white horse and save the day. I am 33 now, God has shown me so much love and favor. I wanted to give up many times be he wouldn't let me. I don't want to. The reason for this letter today is simply say threw leaps and bounds trials and tribulations I am here for you and I love each and everyone you. We can make a difference we can make this world a better place together. Jesus is on his way I want you to get excited about it, Jesus is coming to take us home so don't you dare give up on him cause he has not given up on us. I love you all so much, put your trust in God keep your eyes on Jesus remember Jesus is coming to take us home. God bless I love you all.